No, I'm not blogging about a Soap Opera, although sometimes I feel there is enough drama in my life to make it one!
Recently (I'd have to say the last month and a half) our little one has had trouble sleeping soundly through the night. We were doing very well, all of us getting a full night's sleep without interruption until Connor got a little cold. Since then, Brian and I are up with him at least twice a night. Now, I shouldn't complain, since many families out there are up more than that a night with their infants, but once you get used to something, it's easy to long for it to return.
It's not that Connor is in need of a bottle when he wakes...most of the time he screams out and once we get to his room, he's sound asleep again. Initially, we knew it was because he was stuffed up and had a hard time breathing because of his cold. But after he was better, we thought it was an ear infection--but out wonderful pediatrician said his ears looked perfect. So, our last thought is that he's teething--but there are no teeth to show for it yet. We are at the point where we will try anything until it works.
So, here we are, early on a Saturday morning, exhausted, frustrated, and just down-right annoyed by the restless nights we are having.
Last night was the worst of them all. Connor woke shortly after I came to bed (yes, I am a Jamie Oliver fan and HAD to stay up to watch the new episode), and it was a quick fix of patting his back to get him settled again. Twenty minutes later, his sheets were soaked, he was screaming and I couldn't find any pj's that would fit him (I'm a little behind clearing out his dresser of things he's grown out of...I've learned my lesson!). Once he was dry and snuggled in a blanket there was still nothing I could do to console him.
Bottle time.
He fell asleep in my lap, and I continued to rock him for a half hour. Back to bed I went.
Thirty minutes later... more screaming!
Teeth coming in? Maybe...
Baby orajel, which he hates and begins gagging and crying.
More rocking and singing
As his sobs turned to deep breaths and his deep breaths turned to rhythmic breathing, I was so worn out and tired that I almost wanted to just sleep upright in the rocking chair.
While the most terrible part of the night was over, it wasn't OVER yet, because I got up with him another three or four times to calm him before he woke at 615 AM, ready to get up. Brian and I were so tired that we laid there, listening to him talk for a while. Finally, I gave in at 640 because he was scratching on the wall between our rooms, REALLY ready to get up.
As I am writing this, he has just fallen asleep upstairs for his morning nap.
I'm hoping it's a long one.